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1 Then Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest 2 and asked letters from him to the synagogues of Damascus, so that if he found any who were of the Way, whether men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. 3 As he journeyed he came near Damascus, and suddenly a light shone around him from heaven. 4 Then he fell to the ground, and heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me?” 5 And he said, “Who are You, Lord? Then the Lord said, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. It is hard for you to kick against the goads.” 6 So he, trembling and astonished, said, “Lord, what do You want me to do?” Then the Lord said to him, “Arise and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do.” 7 And the men who journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing a voice but seeing no one. 8 Then Saul arose from the ground, and when his eyes were opened he saw no one. But they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. 9 And he was three days without sight, and neither ate nor drank. ~ Acts 9:1-9
Today, we transition into Acts 9 where we witness a major turning point in the history of the church. It was the Lord Jesus who told us in advance that the gospel would move in three stages: First to Jerusalem, then to Judea and all Samaria, and then to the uttermost parts of the earth. During the first and second periods of time the gospel was being systematically preached throughout Jerusalem and every village of Samaria and Judea, all the while the Lord was preparing a man through whom the gospel would move into the third stage. Today, we come to the conversion of the Apostle Paul who will be that man whom the Lord will use to take the gospel into the third stage.
In v.1-2 of today's passage we read, "1 Then Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest 2 and asked letters from him to the synagogues of Damascus, so that if he found any who were of the Way, whether men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem."
When Saul witnessed Stephen being stoned to death back in Acts 7, it had an effect upon him. Saul seemed to go into overdrive with regard to persecuting Christians. It just goes to show that when we feed the flesh or the evil desires within us, the flesh will become stronger and more demanding. This explains how Saul got to the point of breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord. Saul was so driven by his flesh that he went to the High Priest to ask for permission to hunt down those who were of "the Way." Very early on, these words "the Way" were used by others to describe Christians. It was in John 14:6 where the Lord Jesus said, "I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. No man comes to the Father but through Me." Perhaps this is why the world referred to believers as those in "the Way."
Saul set out to persecute Christians 160 miles away in Damascus. He was so dedicated to his teachers that he was willing to commit violence and murder. Later on in Acts 26 Saul, whom we know now as the Apostle Paul said, "I myself was convinced that I ought to do many things in opposing the name of Jesus of Nazareth. And I did so in Jerusalem; I not only shut up many of the saints in prison by authority from the chief priests, but when they were put to death I cast my vote against them. And I punished them often in all the synagogues and tried to make them blaspheme; and in raging fury against them I persecuted them even to foreign cities."
In v.3-5 of today's passage we read, "3 As he journeyed he came near Damascus, and suddenly a light shone around him from heaven. 4 Then he fell to the ground, and heard a voice saying to him, 'Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me?' 5 And he said, 'Who are You, Lord? Then the Lord said, 'I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. It is hard for you to kick against the goads.'"
While on his way to Damascus to persecute Christians, Saul was intercepted by the Lord Jesus. Suddenly a light shone around him from heaven. The word translated "shone" is the same word used in the Greek language to describe the light that comes with a bolt of lightning. This light was so strong that Saul was knocked from his horse to the ground. The enormity of the moment never left Paul’s consciousness. This transformative event not only changed Saul, it changed the course of human history as we know it.
The phrase, "It is hard for you to kick against the goads," was a famous biblical metaphor. When the Lord Jesus spoke those words to Saul on the road to Damascus, He was pointing out that resisting God's will is a painful exercise that ultimately ends up hurting the rebel more than anyone else. A "goad" was a sharp stick farmers used to prod and steer oxen. If a stubborn ox kicked back against the sharp point in defiance, it would only drive the goad deeper into its own flesh.
When the Lord Jesus asked Saul why he persecuted Him the Lord gave him his first glimpse into the great doctrine of Christians being in Christ. The word translated "compassion" in the New Testament comes from a word meaning "to suffer with." When the Lord Jesus took on a human body, He revealed a brand of compassion that no religion knows. This is why the cross is the central symbol of Christianity. The vertical and the horizontal bars meet and become inextricably linked. Suffering entered the world because of sin. The Lord Jesus Christ came to this earth to save us not by eliminating suffering but by transforming suffering, using it to grant us a vehicle to go deeper with Him and with others. This means our pain serves our ability to be honest and transparent resulting in a deeper level of intimacy with God and with others.
In v.6-7 of today's passage we read, "6 So he, trembling and astonished, said, 'Lord, what do You want me to do?' Then the Lord said to him, 'Arise and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do.' 7 And the men who journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing a voice but seeing no one."
Through this encounter the Lord Jesus privileged Saul with a fearful amazement of Himself. Saul experienced conversion that day which is a change from thinking that we can run our own lives to an acknowledgment that God is the only one who can do that. In fact, God is the only one with the right to tell us what to do. This was the first thing Paul experienced when he became a Christian.
The next word translated astonished gives the idea of being perplexed or amazed. Saul was both terrified and he was unable to mentally grasp the enormity of the situation. The realization that he had fallen upon was that the One he had been pursuing and persecuting was not the followers of the Lord Jesus but the Lord God Himself. The word translated "speechless" is found only here in the Bible. It pictures a man who was mute. He couldn't say anything because the moment was too big for him. In addition, the men who accompanied Saul were silent from a state of complete astonishment. They saw the light but they could not see the Lord nor could they hear Him.
In Acts 22:9 Paul wrote, "And those who were with me indeed saw the light and were afraid, but they did not hear the voice of Him who spoke to me."
To see and to hear the Lord Jesus is a privilege for anyone. The Lord purposefully revealed Himself only to Paul even though he had companions with him that day. The others were given enough information to know that something took place, but not enough to allow them to be converted. For those of us who are saved, this happened for us. Oh, we didn't see Him with our eyes nor did we hear Him with our ears. No, we experienced something much deeper, we saw Him and we heard Him with our hearts.
The Lord Jesus had told the disciples earlier in John 20:29, "So, you believe because you’ve seen with your own eyes. Even better blessings are in store for those who believe without seeing."
In v.8-9 of today's passage we read, "8 Then Saul arose from the ground, and when his eyes were opened he saw no one. But they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. 9 And he was three days without sight, and neither ate nor drank."
Saul had to be blinded in order to truly see. Religion had done a number on him. For three days he could only see in one direction, inward. Saul, later named Paul was a Christian-killer before he was a Christian leader. Like him, we all have assumptions about the Lord Jesus. We think we know Him. Even after getting to know Him for the 45 years, I have just begun to scratch the surface. It is the Lord Jesus who is known as the One who helps the blind to see. He blinded Saul in order to help him see what was most important. Thankfully, the Lord Jesus has been known to use the circumstances in our lives in order to stop us in our tracks and cause us to look more intently at Him. The Lord Jesus blinded Saul as an act of His grace. It was just what Saul needed to learn to listen to the Lord and to also to learn to hear Him for himself.